stuck

I'm stuck. Just like pooh bear in the tree when he was trying to get the honey.

Occasionally something inside of me stirs and I can feel that something is missing but I'm mostly stuck.

I work 14 hours a day, I'm so exhausted on my days off all I want to think about is sleep.

I can make a million and four excuses and reason myself out of anything.

I don't get to go to a church on Sunday and fellowship.

The men that are around me don't seem to hold the same morals that I do. Nor do the women.

I know I don't want to be in this place forever but I don't know how to find the energy to change.

I'm usually happy - I love my job - but I'm tired.

I don't want to stay stuck

I want to hear or learn something new